The Mirror in My Grandmother’s Attic

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The mirror had sat in my grandmother’s attic for as long as anyone could remember — a tall, antique thing in a heavy carved frame, always covered with an old bedsheet. As a child, I was told never to uncover it, and like most rules given to children, this one only made me more curious.

When my grandmother passed and we began clearing out her house, I finally had my chance. I climbed the narrow attic stairs, found the mirror in its usual corner, and pulled the dusty sheet away. At first, it was just a mirror — old, spotted with age, reflecting the cluttered attic and my own curious face back at me.

But as I stood there looking, I noticed the reflection wasn’t quite right. In the mirror, the attic behind me looked different. Older. The boxes and furniture I knew were gone, replaced by unfamiliar shapes. And the light in the reflected room was warmer, yellower, like old lamplight instead of the gray daylight actually filling the attic.

The Woman in the Glass

I leaned closer, telling myself my eyes were playing tricks. And that’s when I saw her. In the reflected attic — the older, warmer version of the room — a woman sat in a rocking chair that wasn’t there in the real room behind me. She was turned away, her back to the glass, rocking slowly. As I watched, frozen, she began to turn her head toward me.

I threw the sheet back over the mirror so fast I nearly knocked it over. My heart was hammering. I told myself, firmly, that I’d imagined the whole thing — the old room, the lamplight, the woman. Exhaustion and grief and a dusty old attic. That was all.

My Grandmother’s Warning

Later, going through my grandmother’s papers, I found a letter she’d written years ago and never sent, tucked into an old Bible. In it, she described the mirror. She wrote that it had belonged to her own mother, and that it didn’t always show the present. “It shows the house as it was,” she wrote, in her careful, old-fashioned hand. “And sometimes, the ones who were here before look back. Keep it covered. Never let your reflection meet theirs for too long. The ones in the glass get lonely, and they do so love company.”

We didn’t sell the mirror. We couldn’t bring ourselves to pass it to a stranger who wouldn’t know to keep it covered. It sits in my own attic now, under a fresh white sheet, in a quiet corner where no one goes. I’ve never uncovered it again. But sometimes, late at night, from the floor below, I swear I can hear the slow, patient creak of a rocking chair — moving back and forth, back and forth, in a room where there is no chair at all. I’ve thought many times about simply destroying it — smashing the glass, burning the frame, ending whatever lives inside it. But my grandmother’s letter stops me every time. She knew this mirror far longer than I have, and she chose to keep it covered rather than break it. I think she understood something I’m only beginning to grasp: that the woman in the glass isn’t trapped there against her will. It’s her home, the house as she knew it, warm with lamplight and the comfort of her own rocking chair. Who am I to take that from her? So I leave the sheet in place, and I let her rock, and I tell myself that some lonely things deserve to keep the little peace they’ve found.